Monday, November 30, 2009
Allergens
FOOD ALLERGY!
I thought it was alright for me to eat muscles and all other seashells seafood again.
I guess I was wrong. Allergy can't be eliminated.
I vomited everything I ate yesterday this morning. My house was a mess.
Cleaned it up but left the carpet folded. None of my sibling told my parents in the morning about it. In the end, I got scolded for cleaning up my own mess and not go to school. I mean, I'm recovering and body has been weakened. I need to rest in order to regain my strength.
Alhamdulillah I feel much better now. I’m slowly gaining what I’ve lost. Well, not really regarding to the lost of weight. It’s been going up and down, more to down actually. I’ll be fine by tomorrow Insyaallah.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Note of grief
3 consecutive killer weekend!
Thank you. I appreciate it.
I don't want to remember November
It's just another piece of sober
Don't wanna go any way deeper
coz it's not making me any stronger.
Let the emotions speak
The more I keep it in me, it just make me weak
You may try to peak
But I won't let you come and seek.
Freakin prig, you make sick
Wasted time as it goes tick tick tick.
I don't mean to prick
But you're just being *creek.creek.creek.*
Sorry is all that you can say
Do nothing about it and just lay.
You don't realise you've got me slayed.
This is not a game I wanna play.
Prove me wrong and treat me right.
Your words are just as empty as a lie.
A blood of disappointment running through my veins
Consider my feelings coz all I feel is pure pain.
Ignorance is bliss
Though, how would I ever know.
You failed to tell me the truth
So what I'll do is just assume.
Unless you turn back before I leave
ignoring the pain, rolling up my sleeve.
I'm halfway out the door, looking up and feeling tall
& if you want me back, catch me as I fall.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Sweet Elegance.
3 cupcakes from Emicakes.
A box consist of a grafitti of your name, done personally by yours truly
& a notebook of compiled poems with birthday wishes.
I hope you like the gift.
Another pleasant surprise will come by today.
Simplicity.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Birthday Boy!
Happy Birthday Syauqi!
You're 20 now. It's the birth of a new Man.
Thank You very much for all the happines that you've showered me with.
Thank You for being there for me when I need you the most.
You're my one & only,
A soul my heart chose to be with without any hesitation.
I love you!
You'll be surprised of what's in store! =D
Monday, November 23, 2009
Fake Friends.
I'm sorry for being stubborn.
It's my nature.
I'm sorry for being insensitive.
Blame the people who made me be this way.
I don't want to be taken advantage of ANYMORE!
Friends, most of them are Fake.
FF.
Sorry, this is what I feel.
& I hate fighting with my bf because of this fcking shit.
Drowning in your love..
I'm sorry.
Sentences, if not constructed properly, it may impose a different meaning.
Thus, it results in a misunderstanding.
I'm sorry to misunderstood you.
Whatever happens, search your heart & you know I'll always be there.
Please do take care of yourself...
You're my survival...
Saturday, November 21, 2009
KILLER WEEKEND!
PP BURDEN IS OVER!
Finally, my brain can get some rest.
& it took me an hour to reach school. The whole assessment on 3 people took an hour to end. It took me an hour to reach home. I took a cab from woodlands int to school. It costed me 4 bucks. Well, it's an EMERGENCY! I only got 10 mins from woodlands int to get to the class. Alhamdulillah I was on time.
It's saturday man! I'm bored! I wanna go out! Syauqi just woke up and he got injured from skateboarding yesterday. Hmmm....
ANOTHER BORING WEEKEND!
Friday, November 20, 2009
Hypocrites
"a hyprocrite is sumone who knows how to express their feeling only via msn & tweet."
I've said it twice & I'm gonna say it again.
If people who expresses their feelings via msn & tweeter are hypocrites, aren't you one two? Isn't what you've typed is a form of expressing your feelings about what you think of those people? VIA TWEETER?
You smsed me first and shoot me with your rifle. You're the fire starter, don't you know that?
I've tweeted it on ur face and I've tweeted it on tweeter. So does that still make me a hypocrite? At least I don't hide things or pretend to be nice to you at front while say bad things about you behind your back. That's the real meaning of hypocrite. 2 face.
What I've shown you is what I've told you. Does that make me a hypocrite?
Do mirror yourself before you reflect it on others. Think before you act. Have manners when you come into people's class.
Picture yourself at home. Suddenly, I came and asked for you sarcastically without giving any respect to your home. How would you feel?
Anger is one factor. But manners is another. If you want respect, you first, have to have manners.
If you come into people's house shooting rifles, people will shoot you back because you don't deserve to be treated or talked nicely to.
